Why are we doing this?
“Sunset”
I had to ask myself that today. I am working a full-time, totally unglamorous job, and trying to run a business, and trying to work on the boat at the same time. And why? So we can take a few years off. And do something that so many people have told us is hard, and stressful, and that most people don’t manage to pull off anyways.
We could scale back our working hours – sail our boat every nice day – and heck, we live in one of the most beautiful cruising grounds in the world – but instead we’re stressing ourselves out, not enjoying the sunshine, not going sailing, in the hopes that we can do something grand, that may turn out to be a bust.
Why? Is it a feeling that life is meaningless, so you have to do something that few people do, so you can look back on it and say, “I did that – I did SOMETHING.” Is it a gesture against the hollow material life? I mean – living in a tin can 34′ long there’s not a whole lot of room for flat screen TVs and Lincoln Navigators. Is it because we just love sailing? Or maybe that we hate working?
I have my doubts sometimes – OK, a lot of times. But I guess at the end of the day, for me, it comes down to this – what the hell else are we going to do with our lives?
